Saturday, January 29, 2005

in the name of Allah, modt Gracious and Merciful

thousand and million thanks to You, Allah the Allmighty

for bestowing upon me all the love, laughter and rezki

and for bestowing the same to all mankind

bestowing me with wonderful parents and siblings
for giving unconditional love to all mankind

how ever would i be so thankful for all Your blessings and guidance?

i shall bow and remember you all the time, be faithful to the faith and teachingsyou bestowed upon Muhammad SAW through the Book, Al Quranul Karim, Kalamullah.

Allah Allmighty, ruler of the kingdom of skies and land,
most Compassionate,

how would I repay Your kindness oh Allah?

17 Zulhijjah 1425

You bestowed my family with a new member,

415 grams niece, grandaughter and daughter.

All praises to You, Allah Allmighty,

All praises to You.

it is from You one comes, and to You one returns,

as You wish it would be, it would be.

Allah Allmighty, you know definitely,
what is in my heart,
my innermost thoughts,
my innermost secrets,
my innermost desires,

in result that i may have said or done the unnecessary,
so please forgive me Most Gracious and Merciful.
as You are the most Forgiving and most Compassionate.

Ya Allah,
all goodness comes from You and my own errors results in my own hands.

Allah the Greatest
Allah the Greatest
Allah the Greatest

Monday, January 24, 2005

Allah Maha Besar
Allah Maha Besar

Salam Eid Ul Adha

semoga kita semua diberkati dan diberei petunjuk serta tidak dipalingkan dari jalanNya

Yesterday, I went to Malacca to get a few things, namely the tudung saji for an upcoming show, I also went to Syahril's house, finally I met him after 3 months we came back to Malaysia.

Wednesday, January 19, 2005


At this point, i am very der very nervous...... the costumes that im making for Anugerah Juara Lagu's interlude has not really materialised yet, but somehow I am very sure, and by Allah's will, everything would fall in place, Insya Allah.

On my way to work from Oda's palce in Brickfields, I saw buntings hung up in regard of the tsunami victims...It was the DODGIEST bunting I had ever seen!!!!

Why dodgy? well, it says... Malaysia Bersedih... dan mengucapkan takziah kepada mangsa tsunami. Well, the typeface for Bersedih and Mangsa Tsunami is using the type face taht the Rocky Horror Show uses... Oh my! I know that they meant good, but the typeface used some how looks as if God is very cruel....KEJAM...for making the tsunami happen.... and being sad...why the same typeface? did Malaysians cry blood tears? Well, this is just my point of view...

but.. I still think that the choice of typeface and the formalistics of the bunting is SOOO WRONG...who are we to question God's Will and Intentions? Havent anyone read the Book of Guidance? be it any of the 4?!! and to understand the meaning? I may sound emotional, but its a true fact. I wonder what came across the graphic designer's mind when he or she did the design for the bunting.

DEBU-Mabuk Cinta

I bought this album three days ago, and it consists of the most beautiful sounds I had ever heard. And from track 1 to 9, it all praises Allah.... and somehow, I could just relate the songs to what I am feeling for the past one and a half months. Alhamdulillah.

And during the black out yesterday, me and my m8s sang this song...and I just want to share it with u guys....
"Greatest Love Of All"

I believe the children are our are future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be
Everybody searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found anyone to fulfill my needs
A lonely place to be
So I learned to depend on me

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows
If I fail, if I succeed
At least I live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all
Inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest love of all

I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be


And if by chance, that special place
That you've been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love

So, if u look at it from anotehr point of view..... you would understand....Ala2 lagu nashid ok!

Saturday, January 01, 2005


I must say, it is quite amazing to be in 2005. Praise Allah as I had an amazing 2004 and for the past 1 month had been the most blissfull of all. only Allah knows how blissful it is.

The things that had been happening around Asia this past week to made me realise how lucky and how pampered we are by God the Allmighty, and yet we are still behaving as if we do not know at all of the revealations given by Him to his Messengers and that it has been passed on and on to tihs generation of humans.

I was thinking about the Warisan program that the Uni is hosting in April, Warisan=Heritage... It came across my mind to propose that a Quran should be passed on at the same time as the 'Watikah'....well, not only handing down the outcome of the congress in conjunction of the topic said to whoever that is going to take the responsibilty, but how could you seperate the fact that a Malay is also a Muslim? and all Muslims should know that the Quran is essential (in fact, Primary) rule book of life?

Well, I would just ponder on this issue.

2005, what lies ahead? I leave it all to Allah.

Subhanallah Walhamdulillah Walailahailallah Wallahu Akbar


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Well, i heard this song on Radio IKIM this morning...and i thought a lot about it. I just want to share this with whoever who is reading this blog.

The lyrics just reflects what I am feeling at the moment, Allah sangat-sangat jujur kepada kita hamba Nya, tetapi adakah kita jujur kepada Nya? Fikirkan....