Sunday, April 03, 2005

Betul atau Salah

dengan nama Allah, aku berlindung dari syaitan yang direjam,

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah, Maha Penyayang.

Siapa kita? kita ini diciptakanNya, segala perilaku kita adalah dari Dia. Mana saya mendapat kefahaman ini? It is from my understanding from the Quran. Hanya untuk kegunaan saya sendiri. Bukan nak 'kemut' pengetahuan saya dari bacaan saya, tetapi saya tak berani untuk menyatakan apa2, baik dari sudut ibadah atau hukum kepada orang lain, mahupun ibu bapa saya sendiri. Segala apa yang kita buat, pada pendapat saya, tiada manusia lain yang layak dan berhak menjatuhkan hukum, terutama didalam bab Agama. Kita hanya akan mendapat keputusan akhir (Diploma, Degree, Masters, PhD, Proffesor, Prof Emeritus) apabila di Padang Masyar, bila tiba masanya. So jangan la kita sesama manusia nak kata 'aku betui hang salah, hang salah aku betui' when it comes to religious understanding.

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I KNEW I LOVED YOU

Maybe it's intuition
but some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes, I see my future in an instant
And there it goes,
I think I found my best friend
I know that it might sound
more than a little crazy
but I believe...

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only the sense of completion
And in your eyes, I see
the missing pieces I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
I know that it might sound
more than a little crazy
but I believe...

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life


I use to love this song for some other reason, but i see it now in another direction. It is very meaningful to me now, terlalu bererti dalam hidup saya sekarang. Ada komentar di shoutbox saya, mendoakan saya konsisten dalam mencintai Allah. Dengan izinNya dan kehendakNya, tapi siapalah saya untuk menetapkan perjalanan hidup saya, saya hanya hambaNya.

Ini lagi satu lagu yang agak hit, sampai saya jadikan ringtone telefon saya 2 tahun dulu, sebelum saya berangkat ke UK. Never Had A Dream Come True, sung by S Club 7.




Ooh...

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
Amd tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

Chorus

A part of me will always be with you...

dengan kuasa Allah, dan dengan izinNya, mimpi itu sudah tercapai, tetapi mimpi utama saya, diharap Allah menunjukkan saya ke jalan itu. Ya Allah, janganlah palingkan aku dari jalan yang telah Kau berikan ini, sesungguhnya, Engkaulah yang Berkuasa dan paling Berhak atas diriku. Perkenankanlah.

Subhanallah Walhamdulillah Walailahaillalah Allahuakbar

Subhanallah Awni Wahasbi