Last few days.
DEPRESSED
I hate this feeling inside me. Only certain people know about what I'm going through at the moment.
I've let myself down, deep down to the core of the earth. I do not know how to pick myself up again.
I don't want to sympathize myself nor I need self pity. It's my own bloody fault I guess.
I wonder why I am even still breathing in Oxygen? I am of no use. My brains is just a bowl of mushed peas. DO NOT GIVE YOURSELF TO SELF PITY!
Maybe, God intended me to be where I am now, and save me from being riak, takbur, bongkak. Maybe.
I dont know......
I wonder if any of you readers have felt this before: falling into a deep hole... like in the movies, falling to no end. That is how I feel at the moment. No one could save me now. I just want to fall down, down down down down to no where.
Fuck it!
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